Month: July 2021

The Universal Truth About Going it Alone

One truth we all tend to run from is that we are solely responsible for our selves and our lives. We like to blame what’s going on in the world (especially right now) or the people around us. But the hard reality is that when all is said and done our karma is no one else’s fault. Our choices are ours to own up to. I believe not only in an afterlife but that not a single one of us can escape facing judgment for every single decision we made on Earth. What we do now directly manifests where we will go next.

I have done a lot of observing over the course of my life. Every single person I know who is struggling with something is currently, actively blaming someone or something else for it. Every single one. They might even just say “well, I was born this way so there’s nothing I can do – I’m a victim of circumstances.” This is a load of crap.

Yes, each of us have been given monumental challenges to face. But we are not given more than we can handle. It’s on us to reach down deep into our gut and find the strength to do what needs doing. Until we do that, we will keep facing exactly what we’re running from. You can delay your lesson but you can’t escape it or bypass it. If you find your life keeps getting harder and more difficult as time goes on, that’s because you’re avoiding your assignment and the universe is putting the squeeze on you. So take a hard, close look at exactly what you’re running from and face that. Put all of your energy into that task. It’s the only way out. It’s the only chance you have of finding peace and happiness.

My Challenge – When Normal is Beyond Comprehension

I don’t have anyone to share this stuff with, so it’s still difficult to talk about it, but I’m going to try. And I don’t care if you don’t believe me or think I’m crazy. I admit to my ignorance of nearly everything that’s going on at every level. But what I do know is that I’ve opened a door that has not and does not close. The things I experience have only become more consistent and continuous as a part of my daily and nightly life. This isn’t a once in a while thing. It’s ALWAYS happening.

Last night I returned from vacation several states away from where I live. It was the first time since 2019 we’ve been anywhere, so it was stressful and exhausting as well as exhilarating. Part of my stress was in seeing what would happen with my Sight – how it would manifest when I was so busy and out of my element in a new place. It was astonishing to feel my gifts come along with me and continue despite sleepless nights and stressful days. I received visions telling me they knew where I was and what I was up to.

I guess I want you all to understand that I am never alone anymore. I am always with multiple beings who are not part of this dimension (and yes, I know how that sounds but it’s the best way I have to explain it with words, which are very limiting). There is such a consistency with how they appear and who they are. I recognize them now. But at the same time I don’t know who they are, why I can see them, or what the point of seeing them is. I can hear them and physically feel them. They awaken the energy at the core of my being to insanely high levels, in ways I have not seen others talk about in the spiritual community. I’ve been feeling a literal transformation. Multiple physical ailments and imbalances have been healed. I’ve found an intense calm and clarity.

Because of how things have progressed, I know it’s for my highest good. I know I can trust it and lean into it. That doesn’t mean it’s easy. I have no guidebook. I have no mentor or guru to lead the way. I am my own guide. I’ve been told over and over that I need to carve my own path and to not follow anyone else’s footsteps. The loneliness in that can be devastating.

As I’ve said before, my husband is a total skeptic. He grounds me and helps keep track of the Earthly concerns of our life, but he can’t be there for me in this. I am totally on my own with things most people would not even believe and even the most open-minded would not relate to. I don’t have the bandwidth to care about that. I’m not trying to convince anyone and I’ve given up on looking for compassion or empathy from my Earthly companions. And that’s been okay because I am supported from beyond by beings that prove existence is exponentially broader than any of us can imagine.

Just sitting here writing this, I feel the energy of my soul surging within my physical body. I know if I close my eyes I’ll see the pulsing light of otherworldly beings around me. If I meditate, I’ll go into a trance. When I lay down at night, I have visions and see my energetic companions in greater detail. I even see myself interacting with them on other dimensions while simultaneously continuing to exist here in the physical realm. I have SO MANY questions, and no answers. Only trust, truth, faith, and willingness to go on this journey.

Where the Path Leads Us

We don’t get to see what lies ahead. We can only make ourselves ready to face it. And honestly, with so much chaos, instability, and pain in the world around us right now, it’s easier to be ready for something new. When you’re down, the only way to go is up. So wherever you find yourself, if you can align your truths and get ready to face your fears, anything is possible.

I have been shown many visions of what’s happening and what is coming. There is a common theme. There will be transformation, and ascension. There will be a rising up. I don’t know if it’s a metaphorical, symbolic, or even a literal rising up. But there is a plan. There is intention behind all of this. The design is so grand we can’t hope to even glimpse it. We can only play our small part to the best of our ability.

My part is to be self-sufficient. To trust myself primarily in all things, and realize my strength has more depth than I could have thought possible. Something is quite literally happening to me and my body. I am and we are not alone. And y’all, I want to push past this part of history. I want what comes next. I’m willing to endure the burning down before the phoenix rises. It’s much easier to endure impossible things when you know it’s out of your hands and that floating peacefully along in the currents is the swiftest way forward.

The more I surrender to this, the better it gets and the better I feel. In fact, the more I let go, the more everyone else seems to be actually insane to be fighting their lessons so much. I see people all around me driving themselves crazy, tying themselves in knots, and inviting excruciating consequences out of pure cowardice and laziness. I can’t make them behave differently, but I can learn from what I see. I can let go of my own fear and face the scariest parts head-on. I can refrain from complaining and procrastinating. I can work FOR my own happiness instead of fighting against it.

This is my path. This is my purpose. It’s awesome to know that for a fact. It’s wonderful to see the support being given to me from places beyond my understanding. I am thankful and curious and thrilled to know that magic is real and the world is cooler than we thought.

And if I died tomorrow, I would have no regrets at all. I would be certain I’ve done the best I could with what I’ve been given. Can’t ask for more than that.

I want the best for all of you. Don’t let your fear get in the way of your magical happy ending. Fight for instead of against yourself.

Love and blessings, friends.