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Seer Diaries: Sensing the Shift

Our entire world is undergoing a massive vibrational shift in energy right now. You can see scientific evidence of this shift by observing the Schumann Resonance. This is a core, extremely low frequency (ELF) level that surrounds the planet.

Since the discovery of the baseline frequency of 7.83 Hz in 1954, it was considered a stable measurable frequency that has been called the earth’s “heart-beat”.

But in 2014, suddenly the baseline frequency started increasing and went up to spikes at 15 to 25 Hz levels. Since then, these spikes have gone even higher. This may affect our bodies and minds. It may also just be a reflection or side effect of what is going on at a grand scale.

What is the Shift?

The frequency of our energy—the planet and those living on it—will continue to rise until we level out again in a higher dimension. Spiritually, this is referred to as the Ascension. With it comes a much higher level of connectedness to Source, each other, and our world. It will create a total overhaul of our society and way of living. It will begin to open us up to higher dimensions that already exist, and the beings existing there. This means we all will begin to have access to psychic gifts that are already within us, waiting to be unlocked.

The Evidence

Beyond just the Schumann Resonance, you can see evidence of the shift everywhere in the news and the changes in our lives since the arrival of COVID-19. Old, outdated, corrupted systems are breaking down so we can replace them with new, better, more enlightened approaches to taking care of ourselves and the planet we live upon. This extends from our approach to facing the pandemic, to the outraged, racist, patriarchal, white supremacy, misogyny, homophobia and transphobia rampant in America police, politics, and law. You can see it in the ways Gaia is shaking up our weather and the surface of the planet (this reaction is her way of treating the virulent plague of humanity actively trying to kill her). You can see it in our growing, appropriate outrage to insane wealth inequality. It is all around us.

What Will Happen?

No one quite knows what things will be like after to Shift, how long it will last, or when the climax will arrive. The more extreme theorists predict mass deaths of human beings as part of the ongoing sixth mass extinction, proposing that this will rid the planet of those unwilling or unable to tolerate the elevated energy levels. Others explain that those who refuse to participate in the shift will be left behind in other ways, such as they will simply stop being able to see those who have shifted. They will see them no more than they see the spirits that have always been in their midst. Your guess as to what will actually happen is as good as mine!

My Personal Experience of the Shift, So Far

There is obviously a lot of guesswork here. Our planet has NEVER experienced a shift like this in all of its long existence. Even those on the other side on higher planes of reality have no idea what to expect. What I can tell you is that I can sense the shift happening in very specific ways.

My perception through my third eye has been changing. I’m seeing an even broader range of beings than before, as more types of spirits make contact with me. The latest arrival is nature spirits (who are absolutely wonderful).

I have been interacting with some of the same beings on a regular, nightly basis. These beings (intentionally) cloud my sight when I try to perceive them more clearly, but I can hear the energy changes happening when they are there in ways I couldn’t before. I can also FEEL the energy changing in very dramatic, tangible ways.

Now, when I am “tuned in” at night, during meditation, or even just in introspective moments during my day (like right now), I am much more physically aware of my etheric body than my flesh-and-bone body. The energy of my spirit moving my physical body and existing in this plane of reality has been super-charged. It feels bubbly, fizzy, or like I’ve been connected to a powerful battery. I feel it in my skin, my muscles, my bones, my tongue and teeth.

My belief is this is all my experience of elevating vibration levels. Higher levels = more energy = more sensory experiences of that energy.

Meditation has been changing for me as well. Just this past week, when I meditate I seem to enter a trance state similar to hypnosis. I am aware the whole time but not fully conscious. My mind clears of all thought. I witness visual phenomena and lights through my third eye. My body becomes heavier, even as I remain aware of my breathing and the furniture beneath me. I have brief spans of missing time as I go in and out. When I finish the meditation—which feels blissful and serene—there is a distinct “whoosh” as if my spirit is settling back into my body. My best guess is I’m doing some astral travel. These are very new experiences I’ve never had before.

Changes to Expect

As we progress with the shift, we will be changing how we interact with the world. Toxic people and circumstances will become utterly intolerable. Removing them from our lives will clear the path forward to better things.

We will stop eating and drinking things of a dense, low vibration. This means meat (specifically things like beef and pork), alcohol, overly processed foods with preservatives, sugar, and maybe even dairy. Eating lots of fruits and “live” uncooked vegetables, as well as drinking a ton of water, will be crucial. I’m told we will eventually get to a point where we will be on a totally liquid diet.

There is a lot to be thankful for in this shift, even as it may seem overwhelming. Especially in American society, our “work to live” approach—sacrificing our bodies, time, and energy to make just enough money to survive or afford possessions we don’t need—has been an actual manifestation of Hell. We will be free of it! Our basic needs will be taken care of so we can spend our time doing work that makes us feel alive.

If those of you reading this want to discover more about how this shift is going or how it impacts you, all you need to do is go within. Your soul has access to all of the knowledge you’re looking for. What do you feel? What does your heart tell you? What does instinct tell you to focus on or let go of? That’s where to start.

We’re in for a wild ride! This is why we are here, on this planet, at this time. We came here now so we could experience this for ourselves. It will radically change everything we are, and everything we know. Change is hard for us. Fear warns us to hold on tighter to that which no longer serves us since it is so familiar, but I promise you will be left so much lighter if you have faith and go with the flow. The energy currents will get us where we need to be.

Love and blessings, friends.

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Seer Diaries: How Do I Explain This So You’ll Believe Me

Okay, real talk: I’ve been avoiding writing this post, because I don’t know how to say this so that you’ll believe me. I’ve only told my husband, and I’m pretty sure he doesn’t believe it either. The more time that passes, the less I understand and the more questions I have.

I don’t know what is happening to me, or why. Sometimes I practice explaining it while going on a long walk alone to clear my head, but I always get to a certain point where I hear myself and can’t fathom thinking this is anything but a weird exercise in writing fiction. But I swear to anyone reading this, this is actually happening. It’s overwhelming to such a degree that I fully believe the stories of people having a psychotic break after their third eye opens.

I saw a story on a message board online of someone who knew someone whose third eye opened, and the guy flew to INDIA and tracked down a guru to beg him to shut it down for him. That’s the only case I’ve seen where anyone had managed to close this door once it’s been opened. So I’m quite serious when I say that once this door is opened, it’s disintegrated. There is no “shutting the door” again, because there is no more door. There is only the new normal.

My Credentials

I’m a normal person. I have no history of mental illness. I was raised as a Catholic in white, middle-class, suburban America. I don’t do drugs or drink alcohol. I don’t even eat meat or drink anything caffeinated.

I’ve been married for 20 years. I have two amazing teenage kids who are straight-A students and have never gotten in serious trouble in their lives. I’ve worked at the same design studio for twenty-one years and am their most valued, relied on employee, by far. I’ve had over twenty stories published, including fifteen novels. I’m a very quiet, reversed person who likes to do crafts and puzzles.

My focus in my spare time has increasingly been on my spiritual growth. This started because I was raised by very flawed, abusive people and desperately wanted to be a better person than them, somehow. It then progressed from there once I realized the spiritual path of healing oneself and understanding existence is the truest path most worthy of our time and energy. It’s the only way to dramatically improve life, to contribute the most effectively to improving the world, and fulfill the core reasons why we were ever born in the first place.

What Happens at Night: Some Basics

Since my third eye opened, every single night—without a single pause or night off—for many months now, the same thing happens. It starts between 1 a.m. and 4 a.m. Once it starts, it does not stop until I get out of bed to start my day that morning. It does not stop if I get out of bed to use the bathroom or get some water. It sounds ridiculous, but the spirits who are always around me (who I’ve taken to calling my co-pilots), know when my alarm goes off. That’s when they shut things down, and not a second sooner.

Everything I see at night is with a deep bluish-purple light, and black shadow. I can see these things with my eyes open or shut, but I see the clearest when it’s darkest, with my eyes shut, so I keep an eye mask next to my bed to help me focus sometimes.

When my third eye is completely open and activated, I can see the room I’m in and everything in it with my eyes shut. I can even still see them with the eye mask on and a pillow covering my eyes. If I raise my hand (with eyes shut, eye mask on, AND pillow over my face), I can see my fingers wiggling. I’ve watched my husband get up out of bed and walk around it to stand by his dresser while my eyes are shut, and I’m wearing an eye mask. I’ve seen explanations that this is possible because I’m seeing with my spirit and not my physical eyes, which seems to be accurate.

Note: When this is happening, and I don’t have my eyes covered in some way, just my eyelids closed, I have seen entities standing in the room with me, leaning over the bed and watching me. This was not at all pleasant or fun, as you can possibly imagine. I could ONLY see the entities when my eyes were closed. Yet another reason why I keep the eye mask handy—it helps to block those guys out. All of the other entities I see are NOT in the room with me. I only see them because I’m seeing through The Veil with my third eye.

The Layers

When things get started between 1 a.m. and 4 a.m., it happens after I wake from sleep. Only once have I been lying awake with insomnia and “seen” it start on its own. I don’t do anything to start it—it’s on autopilot. I’ll surface from a dream to be confronted directly with all of this going on.

Everything I see is on several layers, happening all at the same time. Think of multiple transparent pages placed on top of one another, each with different imagery. I can focus on different layers to bring them into sharper focus.

One layer I can see 24/7. It looks like a swirling mass of billions of stars, which is why I’ve started calling it “the galaxy”. It’s always moving and changing direction, swiveling and shifting. I can change its direction or pause it completely with only my intention and focus. I believe this to be The Veil between dimensions. When entities are coming through, the eye of galaxy is faced directly towards me with an opening in the center.

Another layer is made up of tiny, intricate symbol patterns made of light. Sometimes the symbols move in a repetitious, constant motion. Like with the galaxy, I can control this layer with my intention by focusing. If I want to zoom in on it, or shrink the symbols, I can.

These are the only layers I can control at all (from what I’ve experienced so far).

At the “back” is pure darkness, which feels alive and moving. Sometimes it seems to be folding in on itself, or twisting, or just moving in a lot of intricate, complex ways.

Behind the symbol layer is where I see entities appear. They are stubborn and tend to only leave when I fall asleep again. Sometimes they stay all night long. I’m not going to try to explain them in this post, but 98% of them are non-human, and I don’t mean that they’re animals. Most human entities I see are negative ones (so I do actually prefer the non-human guys). With any of the entities, sometimes I just see a couple of features of their face, or only their eyes.

A lot of times, the entities will send me visions to “introduce themselves”. These take over my entire field of vision and play like little movie clips. They’ll play through clearly once, and then repeat, but the repeats will be twisted and blurred. Most of the humans I see are the ones featured in visions which I’m assuming are like messages or stories. Sometimes the visions have other colors, which is always exciting.

After the vision plays, sometimes I’ll see another layer I refer to as the Watchers. These look like shadow figures. I see them only as silhouettes that move and interact with each other.

No Control

I don’t have any sort of control over any of that, really. I have literally tried everything. I can interrupt the visions by opening my eyes for a few seconds. I do this a lot if I’m unsure whether the vision is from a negative being. It is really hard to tell the intention of these entities because I’m only using my sense of sight here. There is no sound, or any energetic signature of “nice” or “angry”.

Some look obviously negative. They have “horror faces”, which is basically like if you asked a four-year-old to draw a scary face. The negative humans will usually be making screaming faces. A lot of the others try to look harmless, but then will try to harm me by draining my energy later, which does cause physical pain.

Asking for Help

At first, I hated to ask for help. I read that you could ask the angels, and specifically Archangel Michael, for help with removing negative spirits. (Disclaimer, I KNOW how crazy this sounds, trust me!) It worked every single time. I would literally see angels appear (glowing, wings, flowing robes, etc.—exactly how you’d expect them to look) and remove the negative spirit. The angels would then stay with me for the rest of the morning, for hours, until I got out of bed. They appeared in white or blue light, flying past in the darkness, or looking down from clouds where The Veil has parted.

That’s when I started to feel like I was inconveniencing actual celestial beings. I’d have massive amounts of guilt afterward, so for a few weeks I tried to just suffer through the negative entities.

Now I have a new tactic. I ask for the help of my guides and any nearby angels as part of my prayers before bed. I am very, very thankful for them. I ask them to shield me from any negative entity so I can rest.

And they do! They do it without me having to figure out who is bad and who is benevolent. I have learned that if there is an angelic presence protecting me, I’ll see it as a blue, soft light at the edges of my vision, and the entity in question will be pushed way back into the darkness. I can see it there, but it can’t hurt me.

Strangely, the angels tend to leave around dawn, so then my guides will take over and physically put themselves between me and the entity in question.

Their help has quite literally saved my sanity. I am so deeply thankful for their protection. I can sleep now without panicking about what is going to be lurking in the darkness. When I say I tried everything else, I tried EVERYTHING else that anyone at all in the spiritual community suggests to clear negative energy from a space. The negative guys do not listen to me. They don’t care about shielding or sage or crystals. They don’t behave like ghosts because they’re not “here” in my bedroom, they’re on another plane of existence that I can only see because of my third eye.

In Conclusion

It’s been a lot, guys. I started to have a deep, existential dread at the end of every day about what I was going to endure that night. But this has been going on so long now, I have acclimated. I know at the very least that I can handle it. I know I can rely on help being there in some form if I need it.

I have seen so many things. Things you truthfully would not believe. I have woken up to being surrounded by THOUSANDS of beings, standing shoulder to shoulder and watching, waiting for… something. I started this blog to discus concepts and theories. I don’t have any idea what this all is, though, or why it’s happening, especially why it’s happening to me of all people. I have no concepts, and… my theories? I’m not quite ready to share them yet.

What do I know? This is all happening with a lot of intention. My daily meditation sessions have gotten very psychedelic. I’ve become just as aware of my energy body as my physical body. This is all way bigger than me, but effects absolutely everyone. We are all way more protected than we think we are—we have to ASK for the protection! Because of the existence of free will, we NEED TO ASK. They can’t help us otherwise. I find a lot of comfort now, in this powerful evidence of OTHER, because y’all? Humans suck.

For the curious, check out the work of Dolores Cannon and her book on the Three Waves of Volunteers. Google things like: the New Earth, starseeds, the shift, and the Law of One (the Wanderers, the harvest).

So, yeah. Good news, angels are real?

Love and blessings, friends.

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Seer Diaries: The State of the World—Fork in the Road

There are a number of topics I plan to write about on this blog that have to do with my third eye opening. These include seeing the veil between our world and the next; my experiences with negative entities; how to protect yourself from negative entities; my experiences with benevolent and divine entities; and more. Before I get to them, though, I need to set a few things straight about what I see happening in our world, and why. These are things that the larger spiritual community (parts that haven’t been infested with Q-anon—an agent of the Dark that directly targets those it sees working hard for Light) is in whole-hearted agreement on.

My expanding awareness over the past year, as well as my direct encounters with both benevolent and negative spirits has helped form my understanding of what’s happening right now. Many people are searching for answers or an explanation of why so many aspects of our society are failing at the same time.

The convenient excuse for the lower-vibration groups is that it’s all the fault of those who are upsetting the normal order in the name of what are considered foolish attempts to save the lives of others, or to question extreme abuses of authority, or blatant racism, sexism, homophobia and transphobia. This old order likes things just as they have been for thousands of years, where the rich, old, white men have all of the power over everyone else, and act entirely out of their own selfish interests at the expense of absolutely everything, including the survival of our planet.

The painful truth is there are a lot of people in this world who are most comfortable when someone in authority is telling them exactly what to do, think, and feel. They enjoy knowing exactly who they should hate and criticize, who to blame each of their problems on, and how exactly to putter mindlessly through their days with no free will or independent thought.

The old order has been in power for far too long, but is finally crumbling. It feeds glutinously off of these sheep-like people who serve their goals. Their sheep never question orders, sometimes not even when their own life is at stake. They’re happily used, abused, and fed to the machine. The sheep are kept small and controllable through heavy-handed use of fear and hate. Divisiveness forbids awakening to truth. It maintains a chaotic populous that’s too afraid to look past the surface of things and band together to overthrow the tyrants causing all of the pain.

But people are awakening. The vibration of the planet and its occupants is rising. We’re overcoming duality and evolving into a place and a people who choose love over fear, and who come together to solve problems rather than hiding and pointing fingers.

This transformation is happening because of the good people in this world, because of the divine energies washing over our planet, and through the assistance of countless benevolent entities.

We’re at a crucial point in the history of the world. There is a fork in the road before us. There are only two ways this can play out. Either we will fail to rise above and lift this plane of existence to a higher level, or we will succeed. If we fail, the old order wins. The earth will become uninhabitable for humans very swiftly, and the game will be over. Any kind of survival that happens will be defined by immense suffering. The authoritarians will have ceased control over the rest, and the effects of this catastrophe will ripple outwards through the universe.

If we succeed, we will save our planet and ourselves. Our society will finally be released from the clutches of the patriarchy, from subservience, from wealth inequality, from the rat race, and from enslavement. Life will be about thriving, creative expression, community, and kindness. The possibilities are limitless.

There are those who are in touch with the other side, who insist this war has already been won by the Light, and we’re just seeing the effects of the battle rippling outward before things settle into place. I believe this is true, but I also believe those who shun the Light will be granted the freedom to exist in Darkness.

We are all of us entirely surrounded by beings who are actively engaged in this struggle between Light and Dark, love and fear, positive and negative. The Light beings are fighting for us to live our highest good. They’re ready and waiting to help, always. The Dark beings are also fighting, but to keep us plugged into its matrix of pain as food.

Before I write my upcoming post about my encounters with negative entities, it’s important for me to convey what their goal is.

We are each born into this world with Light, as sparks of the divine. Our souls are small fractal aspects of God/Source/Creation, or whatever name you prefer to call it. We are unimaginably powerful, immortal, invincible beings of love. We incarnate on Earth because it’s one of the most challenging experiences we can possibly undertake (and things get boring when you exist forever). The density of this world is well beyond the vast majority of the universe. If you think of incarnation as school, and our lives as our lessons, then Earth is one of the most grueling schools out there. It’s near impossible to get the chance to come here, so we’re very blessed to have the opportunities for growth that we do. We can evolve here in leaps and jumps.

But many beautiful souls sign up to a life on Earth only to be overwhelmed by pain and suffering. The negativity here is everywhere and drags down anyone who doesn’t fight hard enough to escape it. This negativity has consciousness. It seeks to feed off of our Light in order to trap us here. We’re like singular sparks of brightness in expansive, pitch darkness, drawing all manner of creatures of the Dark directly to us.

They don’t want us to banish them and save this world from their ruin. They capture us through our egos, and through suffering. But like all vampires, they need to be invited in. We can expel them. We can take back control over our experience, our soul, and our world. In a future post, I will list specific examples on how exactly to do that.

Friends, we’re right at that fork in the road. In fact, some of us have already chosen the path of Light and have stepped onto it. Because we’re still close to the fork, we can see those who are headed down the path of the Dark. They’re still right beside us, but they won’t be for long. There is still time to reach them, to call them back and encourage them to choose the Light for their own sakes, if not for any other reason. Unfortunately, there is no way to force anyone to express their free will in a way they choose not to. We can’t make anyone do anything they don’t want to do. And many, many souls are just fine with enslavement and suffering if it means they don’t need to work very hard at anything.

You will begin to see the effects of this splitting of paths in the people in your lives. Some will have a very easy time of things while others face unimaginable obstacles, challenges, and pain. One person will have their days filled with joy and relative peace, despite what’s going on in the wider world, while their neighbor is in absolute misery. Both timelines will exist side-by-side for a while, until they diverge completely.

Many who are leaving this plane through death now are doing so to continue the fight for good from the other side, where they can thrive and have a greater impact.

Those who are ascending and choosing to evolve their spirit for the highest good will fall into the flow of things. They will be carried to a higher level and given the chance to make an impact through a life that is more peaceful, enriching, and full of possibilities. No matter what happens on Earth, they will be lifted out of suffering because that is what they have chosen.

Those who have sunken deep into pits of fear and selfishness, who refuse to grow or escape their self-made prisons, will get to stay there. The universe is very accommodating. If a soul wants to stay in misery, the universe makes it happen. If Earth doesn’t survive, these souls will be relocated to another, similar place until they finally choose to ascend as well, even if it takes them literal eons to do so.

To be perfectly honest, I’ve been shocked and appalled lately by the fear-driven and ego-driven behaviors of my family and friends. The further we progress through this fork in the road, the more clearly I see people declaring their alignment with Dark or Light. Most people I see are choosing Dark. I believe that is why I am where I am, so I can do my best to infuse Light into this place and these people. We need to each look inward and determine whether our actions are driven by service to self, or service to the good of all.

If you have chosen service to self, you are on the path of darkness. You have declared your fear is more important than the continued existence of everyone else. That you are willing to kill your neighbor or your brother if it means you don’t have to work quite as hard. That’s darkness.

If you’re too afraid of sacrificing your ability to party with friends in order to protect them from suffering and death, you are on the path of darkness. If you laugh at people in pain, saying they brought it on themselves and probably deserve it anyway, you are on the path of darkness.

If you are stuck in a toxic, abusive situation, and are too afraid to do anything about it, even in the privacy of your own heart, even if it means your loved ones suffer because of your weakness, you are on the path of darkness. My parents were monstrous, evil people and not one of my relatives or friends stood up for me to them. I send light and love to all of their souls because I see them on the path of darkness and know it’s totally unnecessary for them to be headed in that direction. But their existence is their own to navigate.

It’s do or die now. Things will keep getting worse for those who need the lesson. Things will get better for those who don’t. It’s as simple as that.

Be conscious of your choices, and what is driving you forward. Be careful of where you invest your energy. If anything in your world feels negative, stay far away from it. Protect your energy. Prayer and mediation work. Loving beings are listening and want to help you. No one but you is in control of what your experience will be. Nothing in this life happens TO us. We only become victims if we choose it. Everything that you experience is a lesson—even the nightmarish catastrophes, and things that seem “unfair”. If you look hard enough, you will see the opportunities for growth. If you decide to get through the pain and come out the other side, you will.

Negativity might already have its hooks in you. It might be the cruel voice inside your head that makes you feel bad. Know that voice is not you. It’s your ego and your painbody. You don’t have to listen to it. You can tell it exactly where to go and expel it from your energy. Again, vampires have to be invited in. Stop inviting them in!

Good luck out there, everyone. Love and blessings.

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Seer Diaries: Seeing Spirits (Childhood & Daytime)

I have not talked about the things I’m sharing here with anyone besides my husband. As far as I can remember, I never told anyone about these experiences, and still haven’t decided whether I’ll start talking about them in the future. For now, this blog is the sole place I’m sharing them. I’ve been surrounded by outspoken skeptics my whole life and it’s worn me down. At this point, I don’t care whether or not anyone else believes in these things, because they’re starkly real to me and quite a lot to handle psychologically all on your own.

One disclaimer before diving in. I distinguish between spirits and “ghosts”. My gift has manifested differently at various stages of my life, but I do not see ghosts (such as the transparent, full-color, full-bodied apparitions shown wandering hallways in TV shows and movies). I see energy, including conscious energy in the form of spirit. Infrequently, I have encountered the impression of specific deceased relatives and gotten a crystal-clear image of them in my mind (as well as information about why they were visiting), but my experiences don’t play out the way Hollywood portrays. I also want to point out that there’s a lot more out there with us besides formerly alive humans. A LOT more.

I’ve noticed these phenomenally bright spirits show up randomly during the day as I’m doing chores. Suddenly, when I blink I’ll see a blinding light at the edge of my vision. If I’m able to, I then find a darker space in which to close my eyes and check out what’s going on.

It can be frustrating to not know who these spirits are, why they’re visiting me, or why they hang around. I don’t even really understand where they are in space and time in relation to my physical body. They never “come out” from beyond the edges of things like my co-pilots do. At any given point in time there are usually a couple of them on both my left and right, several above me, and sometimes one below. They move around (some more than others). They come out in droves while I’m meditating.

Childhood Abilities

I could see spirits when I was young. Since I wasn’t exactly surrounded by supportive, nurturing loved ones, I kept it to myself and found ways to self-soothe when overwhelmed by this ability. The spirits showed up mostly at night and in the dark. I’d see shadow figures passing through my bedroom like it was Grand Central Station. And I’m not just talking about one or two, but a crowd of them. Too many to count. If I decided to “see the people”, it would switch on and they would be everywhere.

It was terrifying.

If I wondered if I would see a scary face, one would manifest right in front of me like I’d conjured it. Most of the people were all-black figures who walked through walls and the room like they couldn’t see it or didn’t know it was even there. They never interacted with me. The only ones who would look directly at me or acknowledge me at all were the negative, scary ones.

I hated it. My life was already hellish due to having abusive, neglectful parents with severe, untreated personality disorders. Seeing transparent people in my bedroom in the dead of night was the breaking point for me.

So I turned it off. I decided—conclusively—that I “didn’t want to see the people anymore”.

It worked. I stopped seeing them… for the most part. I had a couple other one-off experiences after that.

One of them was seeing a brightly glowing female in long, flowing blue robes with golden hair walk out of my parents’ bathroom, cross their bedroom, the hallway, and then enter my bedroom. Hyperventilating with terror, I yanked the bedsheet up over my head to hide. But I could still see her THROUGH the sheet as she sat on the edge of my bed, looking at me. As an overwhelmed, traumatized little kid, I can’t even explain my level of fear at that point. I blanked out. My memory of it shuts off once I remember her sitting down. Interestingly, she gave off loving energy. She smiled. She glowed like an angel. I’m pretty sure the fear stemmed from the fact that I could still see her through the sheet, proving it wasn’t just my mind playing tricks on me.

In retrospect, I believe she was a benevolent spirit checking up on me.

The older I got, the more I told myself it had all been in my mind and not real at all.

I was wrong.

Several Months Ago: The First Signs Something was Changing

During the pandemic, I’ve spent time meditating every single day. I’ve gone on daily ninety minute walks for months, doing chanting mantras to keep my mind clear and my awareness on the present moment rather than worries. In addition to this, I’ve been doing tons of inner work (journaling, shadow work, speaking to my spirit guides, etc.) in my plentiful free time. The clearer my mind became, the lighter I felt.

Soon, I noticed pressure on my forehead, right between and above my eyes where the third eye is located. This sensation began during the length of my meditations, or even just when I would zone out randomly during the day. It was intense and unmistakable, like someone’s fingertip resting firmly against the skin.

That was the first sign.

Then I began to see things during meditation, when my eyes were shut. It looked like a lava lamp effect of darkness and dim, blue light swirling gently around. It was hypnotic and pleasant to watch. I could follow the movement and it would help keep my mind clear of thoughts.

Next, the air came alive for me. Everywhere, all the time, I see movement in the air. It’s energy. It pulses, shimmers, flickers, and flows. It’s become impossible to tell if it’s raining lightly outside because it always looks like it is to me. This is called “energy rain”.

I began, immediately after each session of meditation, to try and see my aura. I’d un-focus my eyes and see faint colors surrounding my hand. I’d also see fizzy energy—it looks almost exactly like the tiny bubbles that shoot off the top of a freshly poured glass of soda. It’s made of tiny specks of light and shoots off of my skin everywhere, all the time. The specks fly at great speed and travel several feet away from the body, where I tend to lose track of them as they keep going on their trajectories without slowing down. These are part of our energy field, showing exactly how we interact with the world around us in profound ways of which we’re not even aware.

Given all of these little amazements, it was still pretty astounding when I started to notice beings at the absolute edges of my peripheral vision when my eyes were shut. There were two of them—one on each side. I’ve been calling them my co-pilots. I can (just barely) see them from about the waist up, with clearly distinguishable arms, torso, and a head that is always concealed behind a radiating light. At first, I only caught glimpses, but they were always there as (at the very least) a brightly glowing, moving light. They are there twenty-four seven and appear differently than any other being I’ve witnessed. I believe them to be my spirit guides.

Present Day: Daytime Spirits

My co-pilots are still there, all the time. All I have to do is close my eyes to see them. I can even see them with my eyes open in the right circumstances. When I recently went to the dentist for my regular teeth-cleaning, while sitting in the waiting room I got to watch a pair of tiny glowing arms moving around at the outer edge of my right eye.

At night, I see my co-pilots much more clearly when they often “come out”, moving further into my field of vision. Their presence is always profoundly reassuring and not at all scary. I can call on them for protection to place themselves between me and other beings that may have ill intent. It can get awkward when I notice them when I’m in the shower or other moments when we would naturally assume we’re alone. Now I know I’m not! Ever! But I appreciate the reassurance that I’m not on my own and always have support. These guys are very hard at work. They’re always moving and frantically working on things with their hands like they’re piloting a complicated space shuttle (hence the co-pilot nickname).

In addition to my co-pilots, I now see other light beings during daytime hours. They hang out in my peripheral vision. They’re much smaller than the co-pilots, and are just balls of light. They come in a variety of sizes and colors, and pulsate constantly at different speeds and strengths. It’s thanks to their differences in brightness and flickering speeds that I’m able to distinguish them from one another. There are usually around ten of them (more or less) around me at a given time. They move around the edges of things and come and go. I have absolutely no idea who they are or why they’re here. If there is a way to communicate directly with them, I have not yet found it. Thankfully, I usually can’t see them unless I close my eyes. This helps me tune them out while I’m going about my day.

Once in a while I’ll get a visitor who is breathtakingly bright. Again, I notice them with my eyes closed—while blinking or if I shut my eyes for a longer period of time. Think of sitting in a dark movie theater, watching the movie projected onto the screen. Then, imagine someone on the side of the theater switches on one solitary flood light. That’s what it’s like when these spirits show up.

I can say one thing though—I much prefer seeing spirits in lightbeing form to seeing apparitions or shadow figures.

Nothing about these lightbeing visitors is scary for me now. They help remind me to make best use of my time, and to live mindfully, doing the best I can at all times, in all ways. It’s easier to feel motivated when I can literally see my audience watching me. I’m never off the hook or off the clock. Every moment is witnessed.

But I’ve got to say, even with all of the activity I see during the day, it’s NOTHING to what I experience at night.

Love and blessings, friends.

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Suddenly Unlocked Psychic Gifts & Becoming a Seer (Ready or Not!): A Personal Note

I haven’t posted here much lately, and it hasn’t been because of the pandemic, or politics, or social unrest. It may have started that way, but things have shifted. I started this blog to write about what I’ve learned and discovered about the meaning of life. The posts have been about philosophies backed up by my reading and personal experiences, which I felt comfortable explaining.

Since my third eye chakra opened, everything has changed for me. I’ve posted about it a couple of times, but things have intensified beyond my ability to maintain a good grip on them. My daily, constant encounters with the paranormal have given me a hard push into the role of humbled student and overwhelmed observer. I’ve been Seeing so much, so frequently, of such consistent diversity, clarity, and power I have no way to explain it. I can only describe it. I’ve been writing daily in my journal, illustrating what I’ve seen as much as I can (thanks art school!)

This has been going on for several months now. The novelty has worn off. I’ve realized this is my new normal and let me tell you, it’s stressful. It’s been SO stressful, that dealing with the pandemic and widespread social chaos in the U.S. has been a refreshing distraction for my downtime (I’m able to say from my place of admitted privilege and financial stability in the Pennsylvanian suburbs). I’ve been blessed in that I’ve been able to self-isolate basically since last March. My family is healthy and safe. We are able to provide for our needs. We’re incredibly grateful for it.

But, friends, I’ve had a persistent stress-twitch above my right eye for months and am grappling, alone, with a profound existential crisis. I’m married to a total skeptic and my kids are teenagers fully preoccupied with their own lives. There’s no one else in my bubble. It’s just been me and my journal and it’s been hard.

I may start posting again, but if so, it would be to share descriptions rather than explanations. If there are explanations for what I’m experiencing, I have yet to find them (oh, how I’ve looked). All I know is my new Sight is a direct result of my third eye opening, coinciding with a kundalini awakening. This post is a small plea to bear with me if I go that route. I know the skeptical take on all of this. I know how crazy it sounds when I describe the things I’ve seen. That doesn’t make it any easier when the intense visions and physical/emotional/mental symptoms never give me a day off or anyone to vent to face-to-face.

Some things I now experience: access to inner peace; lack of fear; a quieted mind; expanded awareness and ability to take the Observer role when needed or desired; direct, prompt answers to specific questions; mild telepathy; supercharged synchronicity; strong guidance from my intuition; intense and sometimes painful physical symptoms when my prana/chi/life-force is activated during mediation or visions; ability to see spirits; ability to see my guides; ability to see through the veil in a few different ways and strengths; inability to close my third eye (this means I have visions every single night no matter what, even if I try to “ignore” them); interactions with negative entities; Seeing the process of successfully “clearing” negative entities with (much appreciated) help from the other side; physically feeling my interactions with beings from the other side of the veil; interactions with angels; interactions with non-human higher beings (which interestingly are WAY less frightening than human spirits); visions of being surrounded by thousands of spirits.

I could keep going.

Look, I’m not here to convince anyone. Skeptic’s gonna skeptic.

I’m just here as a pretty normal person dealing with a giant helping of what in god’s name is actually happening right now. Yes, I’ve done a LOT of meditating and inner-work during the past year, but come ON.

My spirit team is gentle with me. Last week in particular was really hard and they’ve been easing me tenderly back into the flow of it all. But still. What in the WORLD.

I’m also here to declare (/warn?) that all of this is 100% accessible to anyone interested and determined enough, (whether you like it or not?) I’ve had no formal training at any of this stuff. I’m just really good at following through on a goal when I have one, even if pursuing it explodes my whole life or state of mind.

That’s all for now. Be good to one another. There’s a whole lot of releasing of hate and fear that needs to happen in this world for us to make our way to any sort of normal again. I pray for strength, guidance, and assistance for the Higher ups every single day and highly recommend it to you too, because trust me – they’re listening.

Love and blessings, friends.

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Living with an Open Third Eye

It’s been about two months since my third eye opened. I’m not an expert at any of this, and can only talk about what I’ve experienced, which does not necessarily reflect on what anyone else would experience in this situation. We’re all unique in our expression and perspectives.

That being said, I’ve found so little information about living with an opened  third eye, that I’m moved to put this out there lest it help someone else in a similar situation.

When my third eye opened, it opened for good. Permanently. From what I’ve learned, the only way to close your third eye once it opens is to diligently and completely strip all spiritual practices and any deep thoughts from your life. Otherwise, this is your new normal.

I’m profoundly grateful for all of my experiences, good, bad, and transcendent. I learn something new every day. Every single glimpse through my third eye is filled with awe and brings mind-blowing experiences that challenge me to grow, adapt, and rise.

I have no idea why this happened to me, or why I’m being entrusted with these encounters and processes of transformation. All I can do is surrender with overwhelming gratitude and do my best with what I’m given. It’s painful. It’s stressful. It’s isolating and impossible to talk about with anyone who isn’t also directly experiencing it (and I don’t know anyone who is!). It’s a huge amount of responsibility and changes every single aspect of life and our experience of it. It’s an unmaking and remaking. I have a tattoo of a phoenix but I literally feel like one now as everything I am burns to ash so something new can be reborn.

As you can imagine, third eye experiences are driven by the sense of sight. (Note: I do have some clairaudience, so I do hear aspects of these experiences too, but not as clearly as I see them. Think more in the vein of the unstruck sound). I see things now, day and night, every single day, that you literally would not believe if I told you. Both their consistency and variety is breathtaking. There is no telling what (or who) each moment will bring. At the same time, by approaching my visions with care, reverence, and specific requests for protection and guidance from my spirit guides, I have discovered a benevolence and loving respect in these encounters that I’ve never seen the like of in human encounters.

As someone who has never really felt seen, these make me feel completely seen.

As someone who has never experienced basic respect from the woman who gave birth to me, I now feel totally and utterly respected.

As someone who has always searched for a way to contribute to and help a world filled with those capable of breathtaking cruelty, I feel I’ve been set firmly upon my path.

Honestly, what I experience through my third eye is all so deeply weird but just as reliable in its content, quality, and character as my daily life is as I get up each morning to go to work and spend time with my family doing our mundane chores. I know what the routine is. I know what timing and situations will facilitate the full opening of my third eye. I’ve had lots of practice and tapping into it. I know how to focus, to push through the veil, and to use intuition to control my vantage point. I know who and how to trust, when not to, and how to invoke divine intervention with negative entities.

Day or night, I can always see multiple forms and levels of energy (my spirit guides who are always with me, as well as auras, energy rain, energy currents, etc.), but my third eye is always most open right after the first time I fall asleep each night. For years, I’ve woken up three to four times or more during the night, every few hours. It’s between these wakings that I see the most vividly and receptively, piercing the veil, and what I see is so startling I can guarantee you I’m not dreaming it. At first, the visions would get my heart pounding, my attention fixed raptly. It was just as startling as a bucket of cold water thrown on you in the dead of night, or to wake up at three a.m. with a roomful of strangers watching from the darkness inside your bedroom.

I’ll admit at first it was very scary – a deep, existential sort of terror. The seeing of what can’t be unseen, literally. There is no eyelid over the third eye to block things out. What’s there is there, unescapable.

Luckily, for now, I can only see things clearly with my physical eyes shut, so to get a break, I just need to open them. (Though just as of this week, I can still see through my third eye, through the veil, with my eyes open before I physically get out of bed. That’s when they “leave me be” so I can get on with my day. Like I said, so respectful!)

But that means that nighttime is extra exciting now. Especially with the pandemic raging, being stuck in my house, going to bed each night is the most thrilling experience of my entire life by far. The darkness is not empty – ever.

What I said in my last post is accurate. Do NOT try to open your third eye, especially not just because it’s a cool spiritual goal post or a neat bragging point for your ego. This is a consciousness-level life-shift that should be left to those the universe deems ready to experience it at a natural pace that’s in harmony with their energy level and spiritual development.

One message I am moved to convey to everyone reading this, no matter who you are or where you are in your path, is that you are never, ever alone. At any point of your day, or night, no matter where you are physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually, or what you’re doing, I can guarantee you that you have company. A LOT of it. You are observed, and guided, and actively affected in very real ways by the types of beings you attract. And honestly, it doesn’t matter if you believe or not – your company doesn’t care about your beliefs. They’re there with you either way.

What determines what types of beings you attract?

Each of us exists on scale in a spectrum of positive versus negative energy. Everything in existence is energy and this is the way it is measured. Dense versus light. Good versus evil. If you strive each day to do the right thing, to be truthful and kind and work to improve yourself, to enjoy life and express gratitude for your blessings, you attract one type of being. If, however, you are negative, selfish, arrogant, if you lie, if you hurt others, if you have given up and are mired in depression, you attract a very different type of being. The negative beings very literally attach to negative people like parasites. They drag them down and feed on their energy. They hasten the downward spiral.

Conversely, if you are a generally positive person, strive to improve yourself, and try to surround yourself with positivity, you will attract beings who will work very hard to hasten your upward momentum toward a peaceful, joyful, fulfilling life. They wait beside us, always, listening for our requests for help and guidance. They are eager to assist.

The choice is ours, alone, to make.

There is a darkness in this world that is hungry. It feeds on the weak of spirit. It sticks like glue to negative people. It is drawn like moths to a flame to those who shine brightly. The only way to access protection is through clearly defined boundaries, safeguarding of our energy and our space, and requests for higher assistance.

I’m not saying this to scare anyone, but to hopefully shine a light on a truth of our world that every single thought, action, and goal counts in very real ways. Intention matters. I truly believe that if more people understood their actions are always being seen and measured on a vast, cosmic scale, they might behave very, very differently. When we are hurtful (to ourselves or others), we dig a hole in which we trap ourselves, from which no one and nothing can free us apart from our own efforts to improve, heal, and make things right again.

Whenever we are in need of help, all we need do is ask. But you need to ask. You need to humble yourself and ask for intervention and assistance. I promise you, you will get it!

All you need to know as you forge your path forward, no matter what your journey looks like, is: intention matters, you are not alone, there is always help available to you, clearly defined boundaries will save your life and sanity, and most of all… you need to choose either positive or negative. There is no middle, gray area. This is an either or deal! Your actions and subconscious patterns will CHOOSE FOR YOU if you try and avoid the issue consciously, and will likely lead you in a direction you will not want to go. 

There is a massive shift happening in this plane of reality right now. We are not in control of it – we are along for the ride. But this is our last chance to adjust our momentum if we don’t like where we’re headed. Willful blindness, laziness, selfishness, or any fear-driven mindset will send you in one direction and one direction only. The only way to go higher is to put in the work. It’s not easy, but it’s worth it.

I’m always here if anyone needs to talk.

Love and blessings, friends.