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Entitlement is a problem that stretches far beyond God, but is also a huge factor in why some of our most common religious philosophies don’t work. There is a lot of temptation in the most evil of ways in the idea of being owed something for nothing, that you don’t have to work for it or earn it in any way – you just get it because you really want it. That’s not how life is. That’s not how it works. The worst members of our society are benefitting from the established practices of being handed something for the worst of reasons. Having money because of who your parents are is not a reason to get everything you want and then some. It’s not a reason to get to skirt the law. Power is also not a reason to get out of jail for free, but even the Christian church itself tries to play that hand. You need to work for things in life. You have to earn them, or else you’re just a sneak and a crook. God is not a grift, but many act like it.

Toxic relationships are built around the idea that because a specific kind of inescapable relationship is happening, the person in power is owed XY and Z. My parents were abusive and always behaved as if I owed them for birthing me, like I asked for that and my entire existence meant I would always be in their debt no matter what or how I tried to repay them. But this goes well beyond that and is an all-encompassing idea across every facet of our lives on this planet.

Your life IS a gift. Existence itself is a wonderful thing no to be taken for granted. Because we get to have it, we are expected to work at the things we have in our sites as wants or goals. If we want to be recognized as a good person, we have to prove we are capable of acting as a good person. We don’t get to just claim that label without earning it. Likewise, if we want to be proud of ourselves in the highest of ways, in the eyes of God or Source or whatever powers you believe in, you have to act to demonstrate you are worthy of that. You have to prove it to yourself and to God and to everyone else on some level.

When we are born, we have a fresh start. We are blameless. But that is literally the start of your journey. You don’t get to claim you’re done and blessed just because of your family, or bank account, or circumstances. Some act entitled to better things just because they are more attractive in the way our society currently categorizes beauty. The actual truth is that if you want to earn the feeling in your soul that you are a good person, you need to BE a good person, and not just in a performative way. You have to sacrifice and face your fears. Being good means being able to recognize evil and having the courage to stand up to it and say NO. It’s not easy. We are trained culturally to be obedient to power structures around us. When it really counts, you have to rely only on your own judgement to guide you in seeing something is inherently wrong and should not stand. There is no power on Earth that deserves to survive if it is acting in evil ways.

There is a lot in religions like Christianity that is corrupted by the idea of entitlement. You don’t get salvation from ‘God’ just because you believe in Jesus. You don’t get forgiveness for being horrific just by saying ‘sorry’ after committing atrocities. We are all held accountable for our crimes, if we commit them, by the public at large, by our loved ones, by the government, and by the higher powers as they stand upon our death. Salvation must be earned by being worthy of it on your own, in your heart, mind, and your actions. Likewise, forgiveness must be earned by actually being remorseful, and taking active steps to right the wrongs in your behavior. Even then, the person or persons you have harmed do not owe you forgiveness.

Belief is a complicated thing. It is the start of the path, not the entire thing. It’s the fuel that keeps us going in hard times, but it is not in itself the reason to be counted as a good person. It’s an idea, not something you have achieved. Belief in ‘God’ or Jesus is what is meant to guide you through your choices as they are presented to you. It’s a tool, not a certificate granting you access to heaven. There is this really awful fallacy in our culture that there are ‘teams’ and one team is secretly the ‘good guys’ and the other are the ‘bad guys’. A lot of religions play into this notion to get us to believe by joining their team we are immediately the ‘good guys’ and there’s nothing else we need to do other than continue to broadcast we are Team Good Guys in that specific religious way, i.e. by wearing the cross as jewelry (which, by the way, is a torture device and not something beautiful ever at all). Members of Team Christianity, and all of its branches, think you ‘pay your dues’ by doing things like going to mass every week and gifting money to the church, and those acts are enough to grant you a ticket to heaven. Please think about this for a moment. You cannot buy a ticket to heaven. You have to prove yourself worthy of growing closer to peace and love in their purest forms by working to do that. You have to work to shed yourself of corruption, temptation, cruelty, and many other things. Peace is not a handshake. It’s not a deal in a boardroom. You have to earn it.

As a former Catholic, I am most familiar with the trappings of that religion, which is why I speak to it most specifically. There is a very grand notion among followers of Christ that they all have earned the ownership of heaven itself just by aligning with their ‘team’. Jesus’ death two thousand and some years ago did not specifically earn you, in the here and now, passage to a lovely afterlife. His death was an atrocity and a crime and not a beautiful gift to anyone but evil. He was here to help guide us to behaviors that help align us with comfort, love, and union with higher states of being. When we think of him and beings like him, we should be inspired to ask ourselves what we can do in this present moment to do better, be kinder, and improve our lives one step at a time. That is how you earn love and ascension.

If you are seeking the path to enlightenment, to God as we understand it, or to just the abstract idea of holiness, please take time today to study your mindset and ask yourself if there is anything in your life you feel you are entitled to just because of who you are right now, and NOT because of who you have been in your actions or your heart, or in the choices you have made. We have to choose every moment to be a good person. It’s not something we wake up with as a default because of things like inheritance, beauty, popularity, or intelligence. This is a not situation of ‘I want it so I got it’. When we are handed things without earning them, we take them for granted and don’t appreciate them at all. It makes people miserable very quickly. Find joy by acting consciously for your own good and the good of others. We need to DO good and BE good, or at least strive for that, to earn it.

Love and blessings, friends.

Whew! I’ve been in the thick of it. And overwhelmed. To recap, my third eye opened a few years ago now. Once that happened, it sent me quickly down a path I never thought I’d be on. Now, I’m living every day as clairvoyant (clear seeing), clairaudient (clear hearing), clairsentient (clear feeling), and claircognizant (clear knowing). That means I see things (hear things, feel things, and know things) past this dimension.

Everything on the other side is closer now than I ever thought it could be. The visions are intense, the messages constant, the truth of it all far above my understanding, and the work all-encompassing. It’s been a lot – as much as I can handle and then some, to be honest. I’ve been pulling from within to find my strength and to keep on keeping on. Like so many others, I’ve been taking it all day by day and moment by moment.

The Meaning in the Messages

In my last post I’d mentioned a date that I’d been warned about in February. I can report now that it was definitely a date solely for me. Since then I’ve been given several other dates, each of which brought an intense stepping up in my connection to the other side. On each of those dates, I felt massive energy work being done through me. This process would have been terrifying on an existential scale if I hadn’t already built up immense trust in my contacts on the other side. It was painful, exhausting, and so very confusing. My physical and etheric forms have been upgraded and at this point the veil for me is super thin.

I still have infinitely more questions than I have answers. But this is a ride I signed up for long before this incarnation began. I’m doing what I came here to do, even if I don’t understand what that is! For me, it’s been all about trust and going with the flow.

What I See

I don’t want to get into many specifics, because it really doesn’t matter. But for the curious, I don’t see the spirits of deceased humans. Rather, I connect to the part of my soul (the bulk of my soul energies) not currently incarnated in this plane of existence. We don’t incarnate with our ENTIRE soul, because it would be way too much energy for the frail human form to contain. Rather, we send a little spark of our spirit (containing only the bits we need to do the work we’ve planned to do in that life) to Earth, which is later reunited with the rest of our spirit, waiting on the other side. This is why when loved ones die, they are greeted by loved ones who may still be incarnated somewhere (and why they’re not missing or busy).

So when my Sight is connected, I see through the point of view of my soul on the other side of the veil. I always and only see through my own point of view over there – what that “part of me” is doing, the surroundings, the people, etc. I can hear them, feel them, and have recently been able to use telepathy to connect with them.

Now, in my experience, everyone on the other side is fully aware that the lot of us humans are scaredycats. They know we’re easily overwhelmed and likely to be absolutely terrified of anything strange and new to us. This is why they tend to treat me like a small child who needs LOTS of protecting for my own good.

They fuzz out most of what I see or sense over there, dulling the information coming through. I’ll see shapes and outlines as people move around, but that’s it. I can focus to break through the fog, and things will sharpen. But they don’t want me to do that, so I try not to! Instead, I let them judge what I need to see.

When they do let me see with full clarity, my Sight over there is WAY better than my eyesight here. It’s crisper, more detailed, more colorful, and more beautiful than anything I’ve seen on Earth.

I can “hear” the thoughts of my other self, and it ususally makes little sense to me without having any of the background or context data to pull from. The veil separates us from the all-knowing state of being we’re used to in spirit form. And incarnating as human means we have amnesia of everything outside of this place. This is why I don’t remember them, or that life I’m experiencing over there, or what I’m doing, or why. But my expanded senses are how they’ve been able to feed me messages for things they do think I need to know.

What’s Coming

There is change coming – quite soon (summer maybe?) – that is so profound it will alter all of our lives completely. This is true no matter where on Earth you are located, who you are, or what else is going on for you. It will be a total rewriting of what we know reality to be. I’m not just talking a shift socially or in the political realm, but a reckoning that will redefine our experience of life.

Love Conquers Fear

This is why so many negatively-polarized people on Earth are desperately trying to use fascism, totalitarianism, authoritarianism, and dictatorship to seize power and resources. It’s because they know the game is over.

But please understand, they have already lost. They have no chance of success in what they’re trying to do now. Sure, in the short term they will try to make life miserable for as many as they can. But this change is coming whether you are currently incarnating or are already passed over to the other side. Any current suffering is helping to pay off or rebalance accumulated karma.

All of this show of force and cruelty from the Earthly rich and powerful is the equivalent of an epic toddler tantrum. They’re making sure we all know how upset they are, and how they don’t want to do what’s expected of them. But guess what? They have no choice! They’re not in charge, and the literal Powers that Be are disgusted by such behavior. All beings are loved, but not all behavior of human beings is loved. In fact, existence and even the planet herself are quite DONE with this kind of destruction and fearmongering.

Patience is the Key

My friends on the other side won’t give me specific dates or a timeline, but we’re getting close. Very close! Anticipating what’s ahead can create fear or anxiety too, which they don’t want. They want us to take care of ourselves, to hope, to have faith, and to envision a beautiful, peaceful world of prosperty and connection so that we can help birth it into existence.

For me, the energy has been getting higher and noticably more intense BY THE DAY. That’s one way I know we’re very, very close to this event. We’re ramping up, and there’s no going back. There is no possible timeline where this event doesn’t happen.

I’ve seen the world to come, and I’ve see what this Shift will entail. All I can say is that it will be worth whatever we need to endure to get there.

Be good to yourselves friends. Sending you love and light!

More Posts on My Journey as a Seer:

• Suddenly Unlocked Psychic Gifts & Becoming a Seer (Ready or Not!): A Personal Note
• Seer Diaries: Seeing Spirits (Childhood & Daytime)
• Seer Diaries: The State of the World—Fork in the Road
• Seer Diaries: How Do I Explain This So You’ll Believe Me
• Seer Diaries: Sensing the Shift
• Seer Diaries: A New Normal & Going It Alone
• Lessons in Holding Firm Boundaries While Keeping a Vulnerable, Open Heart
• Seer Diaries: Doing the Work of Life’s Purpose

I haven’t posted here in a few months. That’s because I’ve consciously turned my focus to doing the work I came into this incarnation to do. It’s past time to clear away distractions! As my Sight has unfolded, I’ve been shown my purpose is not to worry about speaking publicly about my experiences. I know I can’t change anyone’s mind or path even if I want to. Our choices belong only to ourselves. So rather than explaining, I’ve been working on understanding and surrendering. I know my purpose is to do energy work in partnership with the beings I meet with every single night. I’ve been doing this for about a year and a half now, I think.

What’s New in My Life as a Seer

Recently, I’ve had every single one of my questions answered. I know now who I am, where I come from, why I’m here, and what I need to do. I even know where I’ll be going when this life is over, because I’ve seen that place now many times. Honestly, the specifics don’t even matter in that you don’t need to know what my answers are. You just need to know it’s absolutely possible to find every single one of your answers as well. They’re found in doing the hard work of self-growth. You need to surrender to the process already unfolding in your own life. Say Yes to relearning everything you thought you knew.

The work I’m doing with beings on other levels of existence utilizes every single bit of my energy and focus. It’s spiritually grueling, sometimes physically painful, all-encompassing, and totally exhausting. It’s also miraculous, wondrous, beautiful, magical, invigorating, and absolutely worth it. That energetic work is much more taxing than my daily life of raising two kids, living in mid-pandemic America, and working as a designer every day. Working from home in relative isolation has been a weird reprieve. It’s forced my attention to my own world. There’s no need to engage in the chaos constantly churning outside. It’s been a real blessing. The isolation has been freeing, since I’m surrounded with so many beings at night. Each of whom I work intimately with in ways I don’t pretend to understand at all. My boring days give me breathing space in order to tackle the challenging work that comes at night.

What Comes Next

I have received specific messages about what is coming. For example, I know my children will have a spiritual awakening. For one of them, it has already begun. They’re experiencing some of the same ascension symptoms I wrote about in this blog, long ago. They see auras, and spirit lights in greater and greater numbers.

My husband, the skeptic, has even begun experiencing things that are unexplainable. They match up perfectly with my own experiences. For him, and for the kids, this is happening not because of anything I have done. They have each made the choice to do the work required of them in order to move forward. I’m proud of them, and I’m always here to lend support and insight, if needed.

I’ve also been told of specific dates coming up in the very near future. The first is February 21st, 2022. I don’t know what is going to happen on these days — whether they’re of significance for me alone, or for the world at large. I’m excited to find out!

For all of the rest of you, my lovely readers, I can tell you that we are in a time of trials. We are being tested in very real ways. How we each do in these tests will result in direct consequences for what we experience next. The change will be momentous! There are basically only two ways to go – two paths. One leads back to intense negativity, suffering, and old ways of doing things. The other leads upward, to a better, kinder, more loving world. In it, we each will have what we need to flourish and find our purposes. We are not meant to spend our days working long hours at tedious jobs for the sole purpose of buying more and more material things, until our bodies give out and we slowly die. We aren’t meant to slave away for the profit of the few corrupt currently in power. Our power is our own. It’s time we take it back.

Choose Love and Growth

If that’s what you want, you don’t need to DO anything. Just choose within yourself to surrender to your lessons and your path. Have faith in wherever it’s bringing you for your highest good. Invite the light and love of Source into your heart. This is a free will planet. In order for help to be sent your way from the higher realms, you need to ask for it. Sadly, it seems to be very easy for human beings to choose pessimism, hatred, and despair, but much more challenging to choose love, growth, and change.

No matter what happens in the outer world in the months and years to come, if you work to grow and enrich your own soul, and climb to the higher path, your life will improve. You will progress to a life where you can become the highest, most glorious version of yourself. When we pledge our service to the highest good of all Creation, Creation works on our behalf, in gratitude. We are all intrinsically connected. We are all One. Together, we can make the impossible possible.

Love and blessings, friends.

It took me 37 years to finally stand up to my abusive mother. When I did it, I did it without any support while literally surrounded by my entire extended family. We were at a bowling alley on New Year’s Eve night. She viciously tore into me while we stood adjacent to our rented lanes, filled to overflowing with people. My family members kept happily bowling while we fought. No one intervened. Few of them even looked in our direction. It was my breaking point. The straw that broke the camel’s back, if you’d like. A “small” thing that pushed me firmly over a line.

From that point forward, I had two conditions before I would interact with her again: she would need to show me a measure of basic respect, and display remorse for her actions. That’s all. And friends, that was December 31, 2015. She never tried to give me what I asked for.

Not only are we estranged, but she took all of my relatives with her when she went. My own long voyage towards simply saying NO to her had left me shaken to the core. What made it even harder was no one went out of their way to make sure I was okay. No one reached out, except those who sought to lure me back in and accept that’s “just how she is”. I received a single, kind Facebook message from a cousin who I never heard from again afterward.

That was my biggest lesson in how hard it is to skirt the line between strength and vulnerability. It is HARD to manage both at the same time. Human instinct tells us to shield our wounds and repel any attempts made by others to get close. We build walls. Shun those we disagree with. Sever ties. And ignore the fact that part of our soul will always love those we’ve hastily sliced from our life. The open-hearted are frequently targeted by abusers. They have such a hard time resisting the urge to go back – choosing love over strength. While on the other side of things they are choosing strength over love.

It is a rare thing to find the slender, winding path between self-confidence and compassion.

Another Lesson – The In-Laws

My first reaction to meeting my husband’s extended family was, “wow, they’re so normal!” They weren’t like my relatives, who are all about appearances and performing perfection. His family was relatable. Easy to talk to. Funny. Interesting. And there were so, so many of them!

Fast forward a few years. My mother and father in law have severed contact with nearly all of their living family. It happened because of greed following the deaths of the elders. And because of others getting lured by the anti-vaxx, anti-mask, republican cult mindset. The main disagreements were all between family in their generation. But close relationships between cousins have broken now too.

I see this happening to them. I’ve been there. But I have the benefit of perspective. And I miss my relatives so much. All of them. I tell my husband there’s a path where he can draw a boundary but still love them. But he and his family feel “that’s just how they are”. They are done. It makes me sad.

Reaching Out – Social Media Version

Last night, I started a new account on a social media platform I’ve never used before. I reached out to all of the in-laws on there that I’ve always enjoyed spending time with. People I’ve never argued with, but who are on the “other side of the line” in the family feuds. When a few of them flat-out rejected my attempt, I have to be honest – it stung. Instantly, I felt regret, shame, and questioned whether I’d done something wrong.

But I made myself sit with those feelings, and keep my heart open as I listened for guidance from within. It requires patience, and a lot of tolerance for discomfort. Bravery. Humility. A willingness to be dead wrong.

And a miracle happened. I got an answer! I looked into my heart and where the hurt had been was now the gift of insight waiting. It was like a message in a bottle, sent to me from the other side. This is where all of our guidance comes from.

It told me maintaining an open heart IS strength. Being vulnerable IS brave. Boundaries are a loving act. We all deserve to decide others need to respect us more than they have in the past. It’s not wrong to stand up for ourselves. But to do that AND extend a hand across the line is what takes real guts. It’s what we need so much more of in this world. We need to be able to reach out to those we disagree with. We need to hate the actions, not the people. To find ways to have differing opinions, but still love each other.

If the tables were turned, I would want someone to reach out. And I did! I was there, hoping someone would find the inner strength to do that, and risk the rejection.

We can’t stop reaching out to people just because our hand might get smacked away.

The Challenge – The Shift

When I received that message, it transformed everything for me. My hurt lifted, leaving warm tranquility and determination to trust myself.

You don’t need me to tell you this world is filled to brimming with differing opinions. People are drawing lines between themselves all over the place, for many reasons. It’s separating us. A chasm is forming inbetween. Some of us HAVE TO find a way to keep reaching across the gulf. The only way we ride out the shift to a better, kinder world is by doing it together. The higher path requires setting ego aside and admitting when we’re wrong. It necessitates respect, remorse, and willingness to work hard to do better next time.

There’s a lot I wish I had done differently. There are ways I should have tried harder, spoken up, or acted when I did not. I do regret that. But I did the best I could. If any of my relatives reached out to me today, I would listen if they showed me respect and remorse in return. That’s all I require. My door, and my heart, is open. I wish them all happy, fulfilling lives, include them in my prayers every night, and send them my love.

We can do this. It doesn’t have to be either or – pride or shame. If you step past pride and are willing to dip a toe in the shame, you will discover there is a path. It winds between the two and leads onward toward a more expansive, kinder existence. I hope we all find the way.

Love and blessings, friends.

The Universal Truth About Going it Alone

One truth we all tend to run from is that we are solely responsible for our selves and our lives. We like to blame what’s going on in the world (especially right now) or the people around us. But the hard reality is that when all is said and done our karma is no one else’s fault. Our choices are ours to own up to. I believe not only in an afterlife but that not a single one of us can escape facing judgment for every single decision we made on Earth. What we do now directly manifests where we will go next.

I have done a lot of observing over the course of my life. Every single person I know who is struggling with something is currently, actively blaming someone or something else for it. Every single one. They might even just say “well, I was born this way so there’s nothing I can do – I’m a victim of circumstances.” This is a load of crap.

Yes, each of us have been given monumental challenges to face. But we are not given more than we can handle. It’s on us to reach down deep into our gut and find the strength to do what needs doing. Until we do that, we will keep facing exactly what we’re running from. You can delay your lesson but you can’t escape it or bypass it. If you find your life keeps getting harder and more difficult as time goes on, that’s because you’re avoiding your assignment and the universe is putting the squeeze on you. So take a hard, close look at exactly what you’re running from and face that. Put all of your energy into that task. It’s the only way out. It’s the only chance you have of finding peace and happiness.

My Challenge – When Normal is Beyond Comprehension

I don’t have anyone to share this stuff with, so it’s still difficult to talk about it, but I’m going to try. And I don’t care if you don’t believe me or think I’m crazy. I admit to my ignorance of nearly everything that’s going on at every level. But what I do know is that I’ve opened a door that has not and does not close. The things I experience have only become more consistent and continuous as a part of my daily and nightly life. This isn’t a once in a while thing. It’s ALWAYS happening.

Last night I returned from vacation several states away from where I live. It was the first time since 2019 we’ve been anywhere, so it was stressful and exhausting as well as exhilarating. Part of my stress was in seeing what would happen with my Sight – how it would manifest when I was so busy and out of my element in a new place. It was astonishing to feel my gifts come along with me and continue despite sleepless nights and stressful days. I received visions telling me they knew where I was and what I was up to.

I guess I want you all to understand that I am never alone anymore. I am always with multiple beings who are not part of this dimension (and yes, I know how that sounds but it’s the best way I have to explain it with words, which are very limiting). There is such a consistency with how they appear and who they are. I recognize them now. But at the same time I don’t know who they are, why I can see them, or what the point of seeing them is. I can hear them and physically feel them. They awaken the energy at the core of my being to insanely high levels, in ways I have not seen others talk about in the spiritual community. I’ve been feeling a literal transformation. Multiple physical ailments and imbalances have been healed. I’ve found an intense calm and clarity.

Because of how things have progressed, I know it’s for my highest good. I know I can trust it and lean into it. That doesn’t mean it’s easy. I have no guidebook. I have no mentor or guru to lead the way. I am my own guide. I’ve been told over and over that I need to carve my own path and to not follow anyone else’s footsteps. The loneliness in that can be devastating.

As I’ve said before, my husband is a total skeptic. He grounds me and helps keep track of the Earthly concerns of our life, but he can’t be there for me in this. I am totally on my own with things most people would not even believe and even the most open-minded would not relate to. I don’t have the bandwidth to care about that. I’m not trying to convince anyone and I’ve given up on looking for compassion or empathy from my Earthly companions. And that’s been okay because I am supported from beyond by beings that prove existence is exponentially broader than any of us can imagine.

Just sitting here writing this, I feel the energy of my soul surging within my physical body. I know if I close my eyes I’ll see the pulsing light of otherworldly beings around me. If I meditate, I’ll go into a trance. When I lay down at night, I have visions and see my energetic companions in greater detail. I even see myself interacting with them on other dimensions while simultaneously continuing to exist here in the physical realm. I have SO MANY questions, and no answers. Only trust, truth, faith, and willingness to go on this journey.

Where the Path Leads Us

We don’t get to see what lies ahead. We can only make ourselves ready to face it. And honestly, with so much chaos, instability, and pain in the world around us right now, it’s easier to be ready for something new. When you’re down, the only way to go is up. So wherever you find yourself, if you can align your truths and get ready to face your fears, anything is possible.

I have been shown many visions of what’s happening and what is coming. There is a common theme. There will be transformation, and ascension. There will be a rising up. I don’t know if it’s a metaphorical, symbolic, or even a literal rising up. But there is a plan. There is intention behind all of this. The design is so grand we can’t hope to even glimpse it. We can only play our small part to the best of our ability.

My part is to be self-sufficient. To trust myself primarily in all things, and realize my strength has more depth than I could have thought possible. Something is quite literally happening to me and my body. I am and we are not alone. And y’all, I want to push past this part of history. I want what comes next. I’m willing to endure the burning down before the phoenix rises. It’s much easier to endure impossible things when you know it’s out of your hands and that floating peacefully along in the currents is the swiftest way forward.

The more I surrender to this, the better it gets and the better I feel. In fact, the more I let go, the more everyone else seems to be actually insane to be fighting their lessons so much. I see people all around me driving themselves crazy, tying themselves in knots, and inviting excruciating consequences out of pure cowardice and laziness. I can’t make them behave differently, but I can learn from what I see. I can let go of my own fear and face the scariest parts head-on. I can refrain from complaining and procrastinating. I can work FOR my own happiness instead of fighting against it.

This is my path. This is my purpose. It’s awesome to know that for a fact. It’s wonderful to see the support being given to me from places beyond my understanding. I am thankful and curious and thrilled to know that magic is real and the world is cooler than we thought.

And if I died tomorrow, I would have no regrets at all. I would be certain I’ve done the best I could with what I’ve been given. Can’t ask for more than that.

I want the best for all of you. Don’t let your fear get in the way of your magical happy ending. Fight for instead of against yourself.

Love and blessings, friends.

Hopefully after living through this latest global pandemic we can all agree that humans are not very smart. We wildly misunderstand the nature of our reality, even on the most basic levels, basing many of our concepts on the teachings of outdated religions that were created to subjugate the populace and control them through fear. And if our ideas aren’t based on religion, they tend to either be based purely on “old fashioned” science or flesh-worshipping concepts like atheism (what you see is all there is and that’s it).

Here’s what mainstream media and most of society thinks is going on with us and the “aliens”: We are biological creatures that are born, live, then die. When we die we cease to exist. “Aliens” or ETs are also biological creatures that live on far-away planets who are born, live, then die and cease to exist. When the UFOs/UAPs visit us, it’s the ETs climbing into ships with better engines than our engines. They fly the ships across space and stop by our planet, likely to a) steal our resources, b) “conquer” us, or c) who knows but it can’t be good!

Sound familiar?

Does it sound closed-minded and idiotic to you? If not, hopefully by the end of this post, it will.

Look, I’m not here pretending to understand the nature of reality in terms us puny humans can process. The first step to expanding awareness is to accept that we know nothing. It’s only when we can at least acknowledge that much that we can start to explore possibilities and open our minds to new, more expansive concepts.

I’m going to share some more expansive concepts with you. I’m not insisting they’re correct, but ask only to consider the possibilities inherent in them as a way to broaden your perspective and begin your own search for answers.

The first step, as the title of this post suggests, is to incorporate extraterrestrials into our understanding of God. We do this by considering the idea that we are NOT solely biological creatures, but eternal spiritual beings temporarily incarnating in human form.

Why do we do this? To learn? Because we were bored? Who knows! But if you can accept that much, then you can begin to see the temporary nature of human lives as just a small piece of the larger picture in which we play a part.

Let’s say Earth is a 3-dimensional planet (it might not be anymore but that’s another story for another post), home of duality and free will. When we incarnate here, we forget the eternal nature of our souls and live within the veil of amnesia. This is so our puny human brains don’t get overwhelmed or distracted by our past lives and existence in the etherial plane. We just focus on what our 5 senses tell us about who we are and where we are.

With me so far?

Now, let’s consider that those of us incarnating on Earth aren’t all FROM Earth. That Earth is a destination we can decide to visit via a human life before returning from whence we came. Some of us are purely Earth-based souls (we come here over and over and ONLY come here. We don’t incarnate elsewhere). Some of us have had some Earth-based human lives, but have also been other places. Others of us have NEVER been to Earth before and have only existed in other realms. Souls who are not from Earth have been referred to as starseeds.

Starseeds can be a wide variety of beings: extra-dimensional beings, beings from other planets, divine beings who came directly from Source, beings of pure consciousness, or beings who have evolved past the need for a physical form. Anyone could be a starseed. YOU could be a starseed. They also experience amnesia when incarnating and forget who they are, but they do experience things like a profound longing for a “home” they can never find, deep-seated disgust with the way people treat each other and their environment, and persistent inability to find others with whom they connect on deeper levels.

Why do starseeds come to Earth?

To understand this, we must look at the nature of life on Earth, especially from a wider view that takes in the scope of human history. Earth is not an easy place to live. It’s full of suffering, loneliness, confusion, and also love. There is so much negativity here that we get easily overwhelmed. Because of free will, we are able to make terrible choices and nothing stops us from doing this. Humans are divisive and hateful toward each other. The world has been plagued by a greedy, rampaging patriarchy, wealth inequality, racism, slavery, etc. Basically, it’s very hard to break free of the traps we set for ourselves in order to live happy, peaceful, fulfilling lives that are relatively free of pain.

Starseeds come to try and change that. They come to spread light and love. The very nature of their otherworldly souls brings enhanced energy, capability, and knowledge beyond what Earth-based beings experience. While living human lives, they channel higher, benevolent forces who are desperately trying to keep us from destroying ourselves and this beautiful planet we live on. We think Earth is “ours” but it’s not – we just live here. And we’re doing a terrible job at not only keeping ourselves alive, but also at keeping our planet alive. We need all the help we can get.

Why doesn’t “God” save us?

Despite what religion and popular culture have told us, God is not an old white guy living up in the clouds. God is the source of all existence. It’s consciousness. Energy. Not a single, limited being similar to human beings. We are gravely mistaken when we try to personify God as having human weaknesses and traits. Everything that IS comes from God – is a part of God. We are all collectively, along with the rest of the entire universe, “God”.

The true nature of existence is Oneness. It is only our temporary amnesia in being incarnated on a dense 3D planet that prohibits us from understanding the ultimate goal of existence is to return to Oneness. Because Earth is a free will planet, we have the free will to experience fear, pain, suffering, and to kill physical bodies (Note: we are always eternal, so we cannot actually die).

Divine beings don’t save us because that would violate free will. But, like I said, the planet itself is not “ours”. It’s a being in its own right and we are not being permitted to kill it. ETs know if that happened it would have massively horrific repercussions rippling outward throughout many other realms than this one. That’s why they have done things like shutting off nuclear weapons, but have not, for example, eradicated the coronavirus or warfare of any sort for us.

UAPs happen, and we see UFOs, because they’re keeping an eye on us. They’re here to prevent us from blowing up the planet. They don’t stop us from killing ourselves or each other because very much like on Star Trek with their Prime Directive, there is a non-interference rule with lesser evolved, denser planets like ours. They are not ALLOWED to interfere.

There are, however, loopholes, such as the existence of starseeds. ETs can voluntarily incarnate here in massive numbers to try and bring light and positivity with them to tip the scales on all the darkness and negativity. It’s said that MILLIONS of starseeds are currently incarnated on Earth. This is because it’s is a profoundly critical moment in human history. It’s do or die. We either shift things toward the positive, or we will quickly find ourselves on an uninhabitable planet.

Because the goal of existence is to grow awareness and ascend back to unity consciousness, souls come to Earth to do this (Earth is one of the most difficult places to incarnate – in the sense that it’s both torturous to exist here and there is quite a massive waiting list to be granted access to a much-sought-after Earth life). The difficult nature of life on Earth means we can grow and evolve our consciousness much more quickly here. The problem is that many, many souls who incarnate on Earth are NOT evolving. They’re stuck in negative, repeating karmic patterns. It’s gotten so bad that the only choice is to recruit outside help from starseeds, or give up on the human experiment entirely. Starseeds and ETs want to help save us. They want to get us unstuck from the traps we’ve set for ourselves and have proven unable to get out of on our own.

What about the ships in the sky? The UFOs?

Many of the ETs on these ships are beings who have family who are currently incarnated on Earth. They are here to be near them and make sure they are okay, because they love them too much to abandon them on a hellscape planet like this one. So, they hide themselves away on other dimensions where they are close but not visible to us, showing up once in a while to hint at the true nature of things and to show us we’re not alone.

This is why it’s so funny that the popular narrative is that the “aliens” are here to “get us” and have some malevolent agenda. WE ARE THE ONES WITH THE MALEVOLENT AGENDA. Humans are the monsters. We are the ones trapped in this realm of negativity, fear, and pain. We can’t build bigger guns to blast the ETs out of the sky and therefore “win”, because it’s way, way bigger than that. You can’t fight beings that are incarnating on your planet through the same channels Earth-based souls do. This is about the nature of existence. It’s about divine beings trying to shift the course of reality on this planet for the highest good of all so that billions of souls can finally have some peace and salvation from suffering. The only ones who actually want to destroy the ETs are the darkest, lowest humans who have done a thorough job at subjugating the people of this world for their own greed and maliciousness. They are the only bad guys here.

And guess what? The ETs are trying to save them too.

Love and blessings, friends.

When I was a teenager, one evening I sobbed uncontrollably in my bedroom while my stone-faced mother watched from a few feet away. At the time, I was being relentlessly bullied at school, I had no friends, and my family was abusive. There was no source of kindness in my life. I was alone, so I cried and begged my mother to give me a hug, a word of comfort—anything. She blinked at me like I was a curious splotch on a sidewalk and said no, that it wasn’t “who she was”.

When I was thirty-seven, I walked on a beach with my only surviving sibling (P), months after our younger brother (M) died suddenly from a brain bleed following a fall. During this walk, P explained how he knew exactly why M died and what M’s mindset was about his short life prior to dying. P didn’t believe in grieving, or life after death, or God. In his mind, everything was cut and dried and it was time to move on since M was dead and P wasn’t.

Over the past year or so, we have all watched family, friends, and neighbors absolutely refuse to do something as painless and inexpensive as wearing a face mask for the greater good to halt a rampaging global pandemic. We have listened to the same people refuse to get vaccinated for the same reasons my mother wouldn’t hug me and my brother wouldn’t grieve M—they’ve decided they know better, and no one can tell them otherwise.

This group of people who think this way will only alter these resolutions they’ve made for themselves if dragged kicking and screaming away from them, and into doing what the rest of us deems right and good. The funny thing is part of them does actually want us to try and do it. To force them into complying. They’d revel in the chance to play the victim and the martyr. This is because they’re fully driven by their ego. Anything that threatens their ego (which is their true God) is the enemy and deserving of attack.

There’s a very weird catch-22 surrounding this situation.

They won’t change unless we force them.

They want us to try and force them.

And yet…

When it comes to doing what is right and good, it’s almost never the case where anyone is ever dragged kicking and screaming into doing it. It just doesn’t happen. That’s not how any of this works.

No one is going to force an uncaring mother to hug her daughter. No one is going to force someone to feel grief for their lost loved ones. No one is going to force an anti-vaxxer to get vaccinated or to wear a mask. Sure, there may be consequences like being kicked out of a store for not complying, but no one is going to tackle them to the ground and strap a piece of cloth on their face against their will. Would they like someone to try? You bet! Imagine the glorious tantrum that would follow!

Beyond these examples, there is much to be found in existence and this plane of reality in which we find ourselves that is Other. Things that have nothing to do with us or our egos. These things require a leap of faith, a spark of curiosity, a willingness to step beyond the realm of what we consider safe and familiar. What kinds of things am I referring to? God, faith, spirit, ghosts, aliens, parallel dimensions, higher dimensions, fate, consciousness, and all the mysteries of the cosmos.

The ego-driven do not buy into those sorts of things. They laugh at them and mock them as being children’s stories for the idiotic and overly-sensitive.

This is where that catch-22 kicks in.

Liberals will not descend from helicopters and shoot vaccine darts into your helpless family against their will. God will never drag you kicking and screaming into belief. No one will tackle you to the ground and force acceptance upon you that you have an eternal soul and will face judgment when you die. Real life is not a movie where the extraterrestrials cross space and time in order to make a childish, violent, explosive entrance to display their dominance and girthy weapons, only for an “ordinary white man” to swoop in, defeating them against all odds and saving all of mankind from enslavement to the terrible creatures.

For those of us stuck with the maturity of a toddler, there is no cosmic “Mommy” waiting to swat our hand away from the hot stove of consequences to save us. If we reach for fire, we will get burned.

We are ignorant beings. We don’t know everything. In fact, we know almost NOTHING. It’s only when we accept this fact that we begin to have even a glimmer of understanding.

We aren’t the best, the most holy, the smartest, the cleverest, or the most deserving. Humans are flawed and severely limited in their capacity for understanding due to our perception typically being limited by our five senses. We trick ourselves into believing what we see and touch is all there could possibly be. We point and laugh at anyone who suggests otherwise. The whispering of Ego tells us it is the only true God. It warns that we must obsess and slave over the “perfection” of our physical body, possessions, and house while we can, because before we know it we will wither and die, becoming totally extinguished from existence.

There is no way to explain to someone their Ego is wrong. The only way to conquer Ego is from within. They have to do it for themselves.

No one is going to drag anyone kicking and screaming into belief in something more expansive than their own Ego. The only way to become a better person—to grow, change, and evolve—is to choose to become one.

That’s the test. That’s the only way forward. We can only approach higher things by choosing to approach them. Free will means we are each free to be an ego-driven fool for as long as we like. It means no one will take that away from you if you don’t want to let them.

And there lies the tragedy, friends.

This is where the heart breaks.

Because there is no saving them. There is no convincing them. There is no forcing them.

They can only save themselves.

And for the most part, they won’t. They are simply much too afraid to even think of doing so.

We’re in a crucial moment of human development on a scale larger than any of us can imagine. The Age of Aquarius is here, folks. There is no more stalling. It’s do or die. We either evolve, or we perish. If we don’t evolve, the planet quickly becomes uninhabitable for humans. If we don’t choose to do better, we devolve into authoritarianism.

We are supported by the higher realms. They are doing all they can, but we must always remember… they will not drag us kicking and screaming into our own salvation! If we don’t choose to save ourselves, they will allow us the freedom to devote ourselves to a hellish existence full of suffering and mass death.

I’m not here to say what you should believe in. There is no one God out there waiting with arms spread who will save you the way the Christians claim Jesus will save you—forgiving all reckless cruelty as long as you say you’re sorry before heading off to do it again. The same is true for each and every one of us:

We are our only salvation.

No one can save us but ourselves.

No one can choose to do better for us. It won’t happen unless we make the choice to learn and change, and then do the hard work of actually learning and changing.

There is no trick to this, friends.

You need to save yourself. You need to admit when you were wrong and seek out the information as to why. You have to choose to devote yourself to being a good person, and then do the hard work of figuring out what that means.

We can escape disaster. We can evolve and transform our world into paradise. We can eradicate suffering and devote our existence to peaceful creativity. Anything is possible, but it is our choice.

I have a heart full of compassion for those who are enslaved by their egos. It’s a terrible, painful existence where fear blankets absolutely everything, and where the only certainty is that total obliteration is inevitable.

The only way out of this place is the only way most of us refuse to go.

This is my plea, sent out to the world and everyone in it, to please toss your ego out of the way and see everything it’s been hiding from you. Growth is always possible, for everyone. Individually, we will not budge from where we are until we choose to move, but please believe me when I say this world is moving on whether humans choose to go with it or not. It can and will leave behind anyone who doesn’t want to go on the journey. For those who are choosing to stay—stone-faced, arms folded, jaw clenched, and nose in the air—they will eventually go too. It may take lifetimes. It may take eons worth of agony, or it may take mere moments. But someday, somehow, we will all get there. For the universe is patient and time has no meaning.

The choice is ours, and only ours.

Love and blessings, friends.